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| nuthin too new hyre really.um....engaged, about to have the baby in a week or two.thats about it...... | | |
| i know i havent updated in a long ass time.im just really busy since the summer started being with jake & everything.we're doing really good.im so happy with him.hes been mine for 4 months & 13 days!!!!yay!!!lol.well, i guess thats really it.i gotta go clean or sleep or something.lol.bye!!! | | |
| i know i havent wrote in like, forever!jake & samantha are living with me now.i love having my baby hyre with me all the time.only 20 more days of groundation.yay!lol.well, i guess id better go.i gotta do a report. | | |
| well,i can honestly say this spring break sucked.too much drama, & i havent seen Jake since it started.im actually starting to miss school.lol.Jake came home from Texas today but im too busy babysitting my gay ass brother to get to see him.i hop emy parents come home soon.He just told me he got us promise rings.im so happy!i think its kinda soon because i told him i didnt want them until he was really sure we were ready for that kind of commitment, but if he really loves me as much as he says he does, ill proudly wear it.im just scared of rings because every relationship i know of that got promise rings, right after shit started & they broke up.hell, this will be my 3rd one!im just scared of losing him when we've only been dating 3 weeks today.i dont know.im just really stressed out & i miss my baby.well, g2g.l8r! | | |
| I stayed home from school today because I was sick, & spent all night riding around with Cade & Sam & my baby.I love that boy so much.He's helped me get my life back on track.I'm not sure I'd make it without his help & guidance.He's not just my boyfriend & the love of my life, but he's also my best friend.I can tell him anything & not be afraid.I trust him with all of my heart & I know he's not gonna cheat or lie or hurt me.He's proven himself to me in a thousand ways.He doesn't just say, "OH BABY I LUUUVVV YOU", he proves it in everything he does.He makes sure he spends time with me, & that I'm happy.No matter what, he's here for me & is always at my side to help me or hold me up when I fall.He is always there to catch me.I've never felt this loved & cared for, or cared this much for someone.Even Trace is starting to look dull compared to my Jakey.Everytime I look in that boy's eyes my knees go weak & my heart just melts into little pieces.It's like my hearts breaking because I love him so much, instead it's just getting put back together.I'll never be able to tell him just how much he trully means to me.All I can do is make him happy & treat him as good as he treats me.He deserves so much more than I can give.He's perfect in my eyes.I love how I can just be myself around him & not feel shy or wierd.I'm not scared of letting him know the real me.He tried to make me promise I wouldn't schange for him but I couldn't.The truth is, he already changed me.He helped me straighten up.He stopped my cutting.He made me truly HAPPY again.I haven't been able to feel this way in a long time.I just faked it.Now I don't have to.Well, I guess I'm gonna finish talking to my baby & go to bed so I can be awake when I see him tomorow.later!!! | | |
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